This one was actually supposed to be published in my college newsletter. But the issue got delayed and it was too stale by then. Hence, here goes.
Being New
Portfolios were
done. Interviews gone through and a long holiday was spent with
anticipation of what was in store. Things had been heard, assumed and
hoped for. Amidst tearful parents and rooms that reeked of freshly done
pest control, we had arrived. At MitID. The river was discovered and
Raj/ Green Hut/ Red Chillies were determined as the possible mess
backups. Noisy breakfasts and lunches made us aware of our huge number.
It was picture perfect when suddenly; back breakingly hectic courses
woke us up, and kept us awake. Still do, in fact.
Then
came the seniors, and with them, interaction sessions. One couldn’t help
feeling strangely intimidated by people who were just a year or two
older! Though the fact that they’d gone through this turmoil AND had
emerged victorious, did add a whole lot of respect and wonder. Mavshi’s
and Kaka’s were introduced. People, slowly and steadily, began to vanish
from class. The tuck shop now had a whole new, ever hungry crowd. So
did the stationery shop with the hassled old man and chatty lady.
Corridors filled up with us, foundationers struggling to straighten out
the crooked pillars of similar looking passageways.
This
is when frustration started setting in."Redo" became a dreaded word,
doled out generously. One would be seen marveling at the brilliance of
someone else’s drawing while at the same time feeling annoyed at not
being able to get it right. Weekends would see people galloping away
while the mood at the institution (as we’re to call it) was somewhat
gloomy. People began to lose weight. And some of them even had second
thoughts! Cribbing began, giving way to regret in some cases and strong
will power in others. Coffee was grimly sipped and eyes were kept wide
open. We were finally working.
And now, we are quite a few
courses old. And have learnt the ways of this place, somewhat. The
night is suddenly the savior. Its like a time of the day that was
never utilized correctly. Till now. Of course, there are times when I
feel like blinking for a long time just to catch a few winks (literally)
of sleep or the shoulder beside me tries to lull my sleepy head during
those tedious lectures but oh well! It’s just business as usual. And I
still end up at the tip of the backlog iceberg, which, just like the
nauseous smell hovering around the roads, keeps floating around my
brain! The hostel never sleeps. Might be people slogging it out, or
people on the phone strewn across the corridor with one leg on the
railing, talking dreamily in hushed tones. There are also the
adventurous kinds who watch movies even when they have their own
icebergs. And then there are rooms that invitingly keep releasing
Maggi/coffee aromas. Just like the tuck shop, but here, the aromas are
of a deliciously varied kind and you can actually go have the treasure
within, with sugary words and a hungry face!
The feeling
of alarm when you’re told that “the warden has called you”. The relief
when you finally clear all of the design drawing submissions. The
rhythmic calm I feel when people play the guitar during night permission
and in the hostel. The inward joy I got when the beats of the dhol
resonated through the building and the happiness with which I clapped my
clay covered hands after the Malyali ladies did their Onam dance. The
laughing and getting creeped out together while watching thrillers and
How I met your mother episodes. The horde of comments that landed up on a
single Humble Plea for a lost wallet. The musical high experienced
during navratri with the whole session of getting ready for it. The
annoyance at seeing the evening snacks menu. And. The missing of all of
this when I go home on the weekends. And this, is just the beginning.
Now,
I may have miles (piles, rather) to go before I sleep. Staying up might
turn me into a puffy eyed zombie. And my nose might wilt away and die,
courtesy The Smell that has even reached the hostel now. But, slowly,
steadily and somewhat willingly, this place has now become my home,
almost.